— i havent been here in awhile. . .

almost a month actually. haha. crazy. well. not really much to say. school has been school. its alright. i like seeing my family, my friends. the only real downer is my chemistry teacher cause she's the biggest pain in my butt ever since i stepped foot inside her classroom. and academically my downer is math analysis with mrs. geery. nice teacher, but cant teach well. i want mr. lindsay as my teacher again. blah. what can i say? i miss the sarcasm from him. haha. what's with the freshman this year though? they swear like they're the shit. yeah. i've had my share of annoyances with the underclassmen. not fun. i miss my senior buddies from last year. but hey, not all freshies are bad, right steph? haha. i love that girl to death ( yes YOU miss stephanie lim :] ) anyway. uh. dbk's got a table. yes yes yes we do. and we split it with the sophies - nikka "the little thing" and her groupies. other than that, what else is there to say? i've been needing time to get out and chill with my friends. yesterday i had a blast in doing so. i must show you all that picture of me, eddie & lor. beautiful. haha. speaking of eddie - CONGRATS on the cellular mobile. (ah and i got a new one. mwuahah. ) oh and lyn&gina - congrats on the licenses :) my legal drivers. haha. hmm what else is there to say? oh yes, there is my babes. haha. ( i know he likes this part. :] ) but no one really needs to know about that stuff except him&i :) love you :D thats about it really. if i must update soon, i will. oh yeah. - birthday's tomorrow. . . .:D :D :D toodles

— gosh. . stupid computer problems again. =/

so here i am trying to get the avril song to play on my other xanga so i can listen to something other than maroon five haha. its killing me. serious. boo. so lets see, what to talk about. this past week has been so crazy dudes. but hey, its a step up from everything else thats been happening. its funny, i actually like the way my life is working out so far. (knock on wood, i dont wanna jinx it. haha.) the whole week has been pretty chill. on wednesday i finally went to bible study and gosh, its cheesy but i love it there. the atmosphere there is so free, i mean you could talk to anyone there and personally, me & kuya angelo did some bonding and it made me feel like i could talk to him about anything and everything. iloveyou kuya! thanks for being there, through kuya-ading bonding and just as one of my best friends. =] and im pretty glad i've been getting closer to my friends here. they understand me. they're on the same maturity level as me, which is great because i can go full out on them and tell them what's on my mind because they get me. and i get them. which nothing a past "best" friend could do before. its sad but situations change and when someone has to open their mouth, you see the other side of people. and you realize, they arent what you thought they would be. or who they really are. anyway. enough blabbering my thoughts out where no one would really care. haha. i should be working on that site kuya asked me to join. bbye !

— my computer's twitching... should i be worried?

so its been a long week and er ish or so. i'm pretty glad i got stuff with johhhn (you gangstar you.. hahaha.) set straight. ended up going to sandiego on tuesday night and stayed at the marriot. oh oodles for familia bonding. wednesday ended up eating lunch with titogreg and titagrace which was okay. spent the rest of the day shopping at this outlet next to tiajuana which was a little weird cause a couple of miles away was mexico. haha. and my mom is the well.. i dont know! haha but she had this mad craving for candy apples and made my dad go find her some. found ourselves in fashion valley mall (yeahh the one that was on the real world : sandiego) but unfortunatley we didnt find anyplace that sold em. BUT! i found this smoothie place - d*lush and i will make it a personal goal of mine to work there one day. smoothies + pink - what else can this girl ask for? ha ha ha. came back on thursday which was hell when we got back home. friday was a chill day. i had a great morning. i LOVE you babes. and i miss you so so so so much. but i do love your driving skills. ha ha ha. and then it was whatevers. um went out to eat with john for dinner which was funny as hell. saturday we painted my room blue and rearranged the room around. still smells of paint. today went to church and probably gonna stay at home. and yeah. i think i'll just do something.. send ading vessa her pictures.. haha. bbye!

speechless. except, babes. i know we're gonna get through this mess. you know why? i dont even give a shit how cliched or how stupid this sounds to anyone but its because i love you. i love you and thats how we're gonna get over this. it just makes me ( and us ) realize who we know we can trust and who we cant. its a shame that i cant even trust family. but regardless, babes. i love you. more than you know. and fuck. its you and me 'til the end.